Cunning Schizophrenia/ Crystal Meth

For those who don’t know me, my father was a schizophrenic who self-medicated on crystal meth. My dad had a few delusions that were his friends. One was Mary Magdalene and the other was Butter. Butter was his girlfriend and he went on and on about how beautiful Butter was and all about the nights he would spend with her. I could not speak against Butter, or this would cause my father to explode.

My mother let me know that she was watching a show where they were talking about how people refer to crystal meth as “Butter.” She didn’t know if she should tell me, or not. I was in shock. I honestly thought that I knew every aspect of my father’s personality, thoughts, and delusions. Now a year and few months after his death, I am being let in on more of his cunning personality. He spoke to me in metaphor about his lover-crystal meth. He acted like she was a female and he knew that I would never know people called the drug Butter!

This is why I say don’t put all schizophrenics in one box, don’t ever think they’re ignorant. I think they can be the most cunning of the bunch. RIP Dad.


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